week one

So last Friday, I broke up with my boyfriend of 7 months.  We had been best friends for 5 years.  I stupidly thought that I was going to marry him.  I loved him and I thought he did too. We had been going through a rough couple of weeks with a lot of misunderstandings.  We both had some things that we needed to work on.  When we broke up he said that he was going to fight for me and he was going to prove that we belonged together.  I really thought he meant it.  I guess not.  He hasnt as much as texted me.  He hasnt texted, imed, emailed, called nothing.  I wish he had just said that he didnt want to be with me instead of all that crap because the silence hurts so bad.  I guess he isnt even thinking about me.